Monday, March 8, 2010

Human Mosquito

Damn you 'mosquito' pls stop sucking my blood! You wanted it this way right? leave me alone lah, my blood is almost dried up ady.. and please dont call ur friends to act infront of me. Get out of my sight please..

I'm trying to recover and ur making it worst, from neutral turn into hate..zzzzz... end ady then end ady.. dun come and talk cock.. this is for u and ur 'friends'. Today kena stomachache and had to skip 1 lecture.. sienz ady.. but at least got ppl belanja makan.. thanks!

I gave u a chance before, u didnt care about it..now u want another chance? pls la... i wont enter ur trap anymore..just leave me alone.. what the hell is wrong with this world? lap sap dou.. haiz..

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Heart Breaker

Many things happened during the weekend, i went to watch movie with my friends, find someone and got my heart broken... It went so well and i didnt expect it to be like this.. it really hurts.

I know that you dont like me but you dont have to be so harsh..i might be strong outside but in the inside, i'm as weak as a child. I bet everyone is..if this happened on u, im sure u will feel the same..

From now onwards, i'm not going to look, talk, and even sms with you..i'm deleting u from my memory.. i dont think i can sleep tonight..so many things popping out from my head.. i hope this is temporary.. sucks life.. LA JI!!! I will never let this kind of thing happen to me again...
No way... i wont let this happen again! no way.. it hurts too much..bye

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Alone

This is my first post...

Today, as usual i went to class. There were a lot people in that room but i felt that i'm alone in there, isolated, alienated... It gets worst everyday, its like an island in the middle of the ocean that is getting smaller and smaller till it vanishes.

I have friends, but i dont feel like i have..ever felt like this before? I hate it, i just feel like finishing this course and go into a new place to start over. I really miss school, happy go lucky days.. i used to be the happy go lucky guy during school, dont know why i have become like this.

After class i went straight back home, i dont want to spend another minute in that place. Sickening... On my way back i kena speed trap, wth man...rm50 gone..sienz..really 'hang sui wan'

Back ady, hungry...nothing to eat..lazy to go out...sit infront of computer watch video lo...nobody around..even internet friends..another freakin bad day.