Alone

This is my first post...

Today, as usual i went to class. There were a lot people in that room but i felt that i'm alone in there, isolated, alienated... It gets worst everyday, its like an island in the middle of the ocean that is getting smaller and smaller till it vanishes.

I have friends, but i dont feel like i have..ever felt like this before? I hate it, i just feel like finishing this course and go into a new place to start over. I really miss school, happy go lucky days.. i used to be the happy go lucky guy during school, dont know why i have become like this.

After class i went straight back home, i dont want to spend another minute in that place. Sickening... On my way back i kena speed trap, wth man...rm50 gone..sienz..really 'hang sui wan'

Back ady, hungry...nothing to eat..lazy to go out...sit infront of computer watch video lo...nobody around..even internet friends..another freakin bad day.